Teenagers in the world

World of adolescents is a unique world of its existence has always been a public debate. In the spen of life, now is the most luxurious period. Because now they live in the middle of the physical and physicological development is very fast. Their lives like a metropolies full of color.

However, we need to realize that teenagers are really unstable, easily swayed. They are physically mature look, but when viewed in terms of physicological, they are minors, yet capable of responsibly. We can see themselves, how their tendency towards changing things. Ranging from fashion clothing, hair up to shoes. When we asked why they follow a particular trend, the answer is instant. Carelessly irresponsibly. Most only answer for the sake of prestige alone, went a long with friends, wish to be called modern, etc. There are hardly any answers that lead to the principle of benefit.

Instant mindset like this is formed by the global media. They constantly given a dream, must thus be so, should this and that, etc. All product tested  in the hope that his dream is reached that is wanted to look like the artist he adored. In fac, to be honest, they only pretended to give tips on body perfection, which is essentially a purelly bussiness.

"Do not think about fun, but think about how to fight for pleasure. Do not think about heaven, but think about how to make good deeds. Know that the way to reach heaven is lined with thorns and street reach hell fenced bread"

Life

Trying to soothe the soul. Covering the heart that began nick, covering anxiety that i do not understand. I step but there is still restless. Hoping to leave my shadow. It felt so cramped space. Whereas before i really love this space, this is where i eliminate saturated my days. Unburden my mind.

There are other places more comfortable for me, and i can relax there. My heart was always nervous, but i do not want to be like this again. Where can i drift into the virtual world to eliminate saturation. There i feel free and make the outpouring of my heart that can convey through writing.

I feel rarely found under on the idea of partying with beautiful words i want to write. But at the moment is to get the main idea of my mind just write. Sometimes the mind is not calm can make we crazy with ourselves. Saturated moments are boring.

I feel the worlds is not friendly and not friendly anymore. i'm tired of seeing the human world is always just think of the world alone. Although i'm also still reasonable human activities that have a purpose in life direction. There is happiness, violence, and others. I'm lost in thought i have every intention. Is it true that were i live ?

The worlds is beautiful, more beautiful than fantasy. World only deceptive, beauty is only temporary. Not promising anything though we already obtain happiness. Do not allow your self to this tired because one thing is for a decline. God is always helping the liver remove items anxiety, and strengthen me.

My mom

I'm still with my sadness
Somehow i have to say all the stifling lonely heart
Seeing the sky was still blue area with white clouds
The birds chirp merrily sing

I smiled in my silence
Seeing the love around me
Happiness and togetherness are no longer with me
Maybe tommorow i can not get it anymore
There's only tears that always flows
And remember the tears

Mom...
I miss you hopefull
Can you feel what i'm feeling
I want to lean with you spoiled mother
Your hugs that felt comfortable
I do not want their own mothers, even bitter and sweet memories with us....

Mom...
It's no thing i'm thankful for
Because i was born from yoour womb
A woman who is very brave
Many of you have taught me about the color of life
More attention, a strong defense always teach you
For me a lot of patience and sincerity
you also taught me about love and grief

Mom...
Let the tears streaming down my face
Do not you upset with my presence
I want to be a woman like you
Female figures are strong, firm, and warm with concern
I miss you.......

Mom...
You really noble
A wise woman in every step of life
Love is sincere and full of sacrifice
Thank you mom
Thanks for everything...

Surprise for love

He was a special person in my life. Learn a lot from life experiences that i lives. Age grew more and want to learn more and more mature and has extensive knowledge. Wishes and expectations and objectives of getting closer.

I really appreciate people who have a lot to teach me become better and mature. It occured to repay someone, but confused by what means. The length i think is highly recognized in character and goodness, the more want to surprise him.

I've never felt comfort like this. I think i have to respect anyone who has taught many things in my life. Sometimes went emotions and thoughts are not calm, i'm confused what to do. I'm afraid what i did was wrong.

Selfishness or selflessness actually distort the situation. You could say a person can not understand nature. But to me he like it might be a state again saturated or bored.

At one poin i had no intention to give him something to give him spirit. Confused want to give anything. But ultimately i think also that will give him. Given all of the live feel beautiful. The quarrel is happening more and i retreat to give the prize to him.

Then the argument was completed and improved, i courage myself to give the prize to him. I was so afraid that if he did not like giving me. Once the fear is gone, it turns out he was very happy with my give prizes. So glad it was appreciated by a person in the although only through something that i give.

Because the sincerity that i have, never the slightest to reply to what i can. Love with sincerity is better, than just talk but not in prove. Everything will be beautiful in time.

Friend

Friend is a friend who does not stab in the back and not have a sense of envy or jealousy. Mutual give and accept each other without any mutual advantage is not a good thing.

The existence of one's friends are so important in life. Not easy to find someone who is worthy or who deserves to be a friend of so many friends that we have.

When i first started college i was puzzled to find a friend. Because of my fear with previous experience. Looking for a good friend is harder than on finding the enemy. I tried to bring myself to get acquainted with the friends i have not known.

From day to day i began to understand the character and nature of my friend one by one. I feel fortunate to have a friend who deserves to be made in friendship. Until now, we are very compact, sharing with one another. Although common misunderstanding. But at no time moment we always talk about the problems taht exist.

In a few days ago, we went together with a friend of one class. Although there among us who are grieving, but as our good friend who was always entertaining them. There is no harm in sharing happiness to other people. Life without a friend to me no color. Having many friends is very enjoyable. Can tell each other, joking, advising, each other and others.

It turned out that playing together is more fun than just playing on one group alone. I really feel comfortable with a pleasant situation. Still a lot of friends when playing still picky in the sense not want to socialize with other friends.

If the thought of togetherness that we have, it does not want to part. I wish every day could be like that. I really hope in friendship, united together in number one. And how lucky i have friends who like this now.

Family

The family is the environment where a few people who still have blood relations and united. Happiness is where we feel the love and pleasure we get from the people closest to us.

I was born from a simple family. Having parents and family harmony. Although simple, but we can share with each other and helping each other. Many people say that families that mediocrity was not as good as the family was more comfortable with the harmony in the warmth of affection that we have. More time that i get from my family.

Since childhood i was educated to be polite and courteous children. Though sometimes i have ti dissapoint my parents but i'm very fond of them. And they were very kind to me to forgive all my mistakes.

One day i had time to think while my parents busy with their own. I wondered to myself is "why there is no spare time to gather as usual?" but i'm trying to understand conditions like at that time.
Affection that they give to me is very meaningful. I really appreciate the love that has given me. Eager to taste every moment together with my family. Anger, upset, that's a fair estrangerment within the fanily. I am very grateful to the lord has given me a good family.

Not always money that makes the position we are always on top. The world was spinning, sometimes above or below. No need much money to maintain family harmony. Enough with the love and solidarity.

Feeling very guilty if i lied to every thing that i'm afraid to be honest with my parents. But my prayers are always with them for a family that can always be in the example by their children.

Having a brother and sister is an addition that the love of God to keep me company. I'm very fond of them. Feel lonely if they are at home does not exist. The incident was a misunderstanding often occurs between us because my selfish nature. Grateful they are always able to understand and i also like that.

At the time we went for a vacation, gathered into one. Feels good to be able to feel close. I'm proud of my parents are always trying anything just for the sake of her child. Yes they are verry good, God. Hopefully we'll always be happy like this and do not you let someone else ruin my family.

Crime

One day after i finished college wanted to play my new place. But no so but i see my friends who want to play football. When we reached the place we football wait a few hours to start the game. At the time, other friends ate while waiting for their time playing football. And i had to go with them. But me and my boyfriend split up places to eat elsewhere. We also talked a lot there, with a happy mind and heart. In that place we were, talking about the gift that i give him.

Long we talked to remember a friend who wanted to play football. After several hours we wanted, we went back to the place that football. Upon arrival, i saw my friends who were playing football until finished. awaiting them change clothes and finally saw them take a rest first.

Eventually i and my boyfriend thought to go home, because the days of the day. I also farewell with my friend that since i came home first. The i was in between my boyfriend to go to the station. After arrival i go to the station, i waited for a fairly long train coming. I waited for her to call my own.

Soon the train was coming. I ride the train and the train was very full. Starting from the train that i've started to be careful to keep the goods and bags that i carry. because look scary too crowded in the train. From the station even more and more people aboard. I also felt cramped in there.

Along the way, it looks a bit chaotic in the carriage that i had to take. I grew anxious with such circumstances. Because i'm afraid there are things that i was taken by the thieves who used to exist in the carriage. But i'm more and more anxious to get home.

Arriving at the station i Tebet, I get off at the station. The usual i'm in my pick-up sevice by my dad. But i think to go home alone, because i feel sorry if dad should pick me up. I intend good like that because do not want my parents too much trouble.

Finally i get home with public transport, it turns out the bus was full and i can not place to sit. When i'm out of money to pay for the bus, someone told me to sit. But after i turned there backs tought men all, and i did not want to sit. After several minutes i stood up, then there is an offer i sat down again, because i'm tired, so i'm simply just want to sit in that place. Because i think people that want off the bus.

I fell silent after sitting, and i saw the person who gave me did not sit down and down and still standing on the bus. I was puzzled to see it. Finally i arrived at the bus stop near my house to go down and headed home. When i go down there is a man who prevents me to go down, i think he will go down so i relented. But i'm also confused why these people always stop me? I was annoyed because the barrier in the way and brutalized. I hurry down, after getting off i want to take a handphone in my pocket. I kept looking but no.

The bus continues to run, and i realized i was on the phone was taken by people who stop me earlier. I remember my right hand near his pocket. No wonder when i go down, people did not go down. I am annoyed and verry angry. Sadness was also there, as many remarks which i store on the phone that. Very emotional when rememberingthe incident. Maybe from that i could take a lesson to be more careful. Let the God who responded.

LOVE

Love that is God's grace that was given to his people. Love is a reciprocal relationship which should mutually understand and be understood. Much of what i learned from love.

From the beginning he was all i knew a man who spirited angel figure and taught me to remain standing will be there whenever there are any issues that i faced. He makes me able to bring my self in a take a step. Althought at the time i'm in the wrong position but i remain in  teaching for the strong and brave and can have centainty.

Day after day i spend with him, because i feel comfortable since he came on in my life. So i'm motivated for anything.  Slowly he who not long ago i know but he is like the figure of someone who had long known me. Do not want to leave him when it was starting to appreciate that in affection for me.

Each pray i'll always remember every speech that he gave to me good. So i always appreciate what i have now. Indeed very happy that month, because every vold in me always in content with the things that always make me smile because of it.

The sacrifice is so great makes me think to not refuse his feelings. I realize not many peoplee who make sacrifices for the sake of a woman who is not necessarily accept him at that time. He's the best person in my life. He was the first person i met as my inspiration. "God, please protect him wherever and whenever. Thank you for lowering her for me."

one thing i always remember his word "if we are not wrong, we mut be brave." Sometimes i think he's too good to be present in my life. But i'm always thankful of what was given by God for me and him self.

I always wished she could i have forever. I just feel that his name in love with sincerity and it is without looking at a thing. "God, grabt us always the best way for each other that can help each other in good times  and bad".

Love is not supposed to hurt each other, but the love that arises from trust and honesty. I always in still it n my heart and my soul.

Feeling

maybe i'm weak
may not show weakness
when i was silent, it does not mean i do not know anything
keep hoping hopeful

these tears always flowed in every sorrow that i have
but i'm though
beautiful hopeful tears
i want you to be able to feel
this is my love

every word that you spend
it fels calm heart
yield, excited and believe

God we draw near
distance is no excuse
i remember the love from the beginning
until he was able to feel it

but love for you continoues to survive
in the rest of this heart felt any love for you
coming, longing would not be lost
oh God what about all this ?

not much difference as an axcuse
survive for love
with great care must accept this

you're the most beautiful i have ever had
stepping away from your never crossed my mind
i'm here, i'm always there

my mind is always covered with fatigue
every day is always saying
i hope you're not walking away

i try to always be there
whenever there is sorrow in your hearts and minds
never forget to share the laughter with you